Sometimes we wounder why we go through some of the things we go through. People say they're simply tests , and sometimes we think we're not going to make it through that "test." As a friend says, things will get worse before they are better, it just happens that way. When you go through things like this it always helps to have a friend who has been in the same or a simliar situation. It makes me see that just because people have smiles and laughs all the time, it doensn't always mean that they're ok. That smile could cover up for a hearting heart, and a laugh to keep from showing that your falling apart. Some way some how you wil over come obstacles that you run into it won't always be easy but you'll get through it.